As I continue to read in this book I find lots to think about. One of the questions it askes you to answer is "Think back to your life with HB, when were you really happy... when/what was the best time in your life? AND were things really Ok then? So I sat and thought about when I thought things were good between us... Let's see... Our wedding day? hmmm.... we had run away and gotten married ... and then headed home to tell everyone... that was scary... not so much for my side of the family but because of HIS side... and I was right, they thought I married him to get his money... to have a father for my 2 boys... and that I was pregnant (I wasn't) ... I just remember wanting to get home... I had such a headache and so did he that we did not even have sex on our wedding night... and I do remeber thinking "What the hell did I do?" while we were driving back home... so then I thought about when T was born (11 months AFTER we married)... I think that was the best for me... a new baby ... but that was for ME the best time... and it really didn't include HB... he was just there... so then I kept thinking... WHEN were things ever really good between the two of us.... and were they RERALLY good then?.....
Still thinking......... not a good sign.... confirms quite a bit for me....
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